hi evrybody ....

hi evrybody . supo today felt kinda empty not havin practice an all but , i dunno evrything is cool. im just sittin here in devs basement. thinking. which i promised myself i would stop doing but i cant help it. i tried to skate today again and was unnsuccesful . i quit. i had ribs fo rdinner. o and i added tons o new sticker sto my wallet its crazy. i show u sumtime. all u hafta do is ask . well not really ill just force people to c it. yahoo. well now im really struggling for subject matter. so i guess ill go but i just wanted to get in todays journal.

my ahir is a...

my ahir is all cutteded and short. i hate it . im so self concious. boooo.and i was all sad today. i will miss u all so much even though we will all c each otehr still. it wont be the same without u. thank u kt wiese. ur a real pal. im writng very short sentences. exceot for that one. im messed. i want my alkaline trio cd back i miss it.

whoa sory bout ...

whoa sory bout last night. iom crazy apparently. but w/e all is better now adn i cant wait to go to set strike and all u lovely people

whats the chem...

whats the chemical in chocalte that make su feel good and how can i amek it a drug?

Bill i ...

Bill i love u i may miss u 3rd most of all.

imsorry.sp...

imsorry.spacesareforlosersandunlazypeople.slothisthewaytogo.

why am i so me...

why am i so mean to people. i think im a nice person but im really not. why am i so self deprecating i am who i am . so fuck it w/e. tra lala lala im happy. wait no im not why the fuck do i alwys do shit liek that. i cant actually remebr the last tiemi was myself. or mayb im alwyas me and i jsut dont know myself.screw it im just not gonna get involved anymore. im too emotional, and emotional people have to be smart cus u hafta know what to do with them. im not mature/smart enough to know yet. i guess all of thsi is my fault so dont feel sorry im jsut using this to outlet my angryness.im craz about her and i shouldnt have done anything about but i felt i had too, i was fucking wrong. i hate weh people feel bad. i would do anything to make sumone feel better, well not anything but a lot o thigns. this is just so new to me.